I am not a follower of the Zodiac but I do believe that there is some truth behind it. My zodiac sign is a Libra…the scales, ruled by the planet Venus, and an air sign. Supposedly the scales represent balance. Well if that is the case, I am the most imbalanced Libra there is. But not with everything…I dont think.
I am really good at weighing options…and when problems arise, I see both view points (which is probably why making a decision is so damn hard for me!)
On a sliding scale, however, I tend to go all or nothing…go big or go home…it is quite difficult for me to find a happy medium. So I challenge myself this, find a happy medium, damn it! I’ll start from the far end and work my way toward the middle. Like this…
If someone were to say to me, “I need space”, I’d take it just as such. You need space! I will give you that…I can retreat completely and give you all the space that you need. Or if someone said I called them too much, then I just wouldn’t call them at all. That’s me not finding my medium. But that’s just how I work. Sure, I wont call you…at all. But then I’d gradually start calling again, but not as much.
Other people would continue to call but have their calls slowly dissipate. Not me. I work backwards. Call me dyslexic.
So I get it. It’s a balancing act that I have to work on to keep me somewhat sane. But if I am working my way toward sanity, then I am going to do it the way I want to. Backwards.
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